This is something I ALWAYS would hear from my Papa and my
dad. Both Mr. Fix-Its, continuously working on some type of house, car, yard,
or work project, tools helped them get the job done! Beyond the basic screwdriver, hammer, and nails they were
sure to have the “right” tools.
Air compressor, weed eater, automatic nail gun, tire wrenches, table
saw, welder, any tool, you name it, they had it! Not to mention they could do
ANY job with those tools as well.
To some a dismay, my reluctance to pink clothes and Barbie
dolls only drew me into, perhaps the handier side of things. Though no expert, I have found myself
interested and able to use some of these tools. With all of the praise to my
dad who taught me, I have found myself rotating tires, cleaning a carburetor,
changing oil, and doing maintenance on a rainwater catch system. Thanks dad!
Far beyond the luxury of fine automatic tools, into the land of “developing,”
finding the right tools in Nicaragua can be a pain. "There is nothing worse than not having the right set of tools."
Yesterday, as I sought to make some utensils for a team
building activity, I needed a basic hammer and pliers. I was sent to the
bodega—the closet. Disorganized,
this closet is filled with random utensils and donations, in desperate need of
being organized by someone with fine Tetris skills. Light bulbs, toilet paper,
donated sandals, pillows, pvc pipe elbows, door knobs, screws, etc.….it was
obvious that I wouldn’t find the tools I needed here. I looked over all the
shelves, in every drawer, still no hammer. Then after several moments passed,
lo and behold, THE TOOL BOX! In here was the hammer and pliers I was looking
for!
After my success, I began to think about what had just
happened. Had the tools been readily available to me, in my sight, I could have
used them. But they were instead hiding in the furthest corner, far away from
the light. This made me think of
how it must be frustrating for God to use His own tools. We are God’s
workmanship (his tools), though made by Him, we do not always stand available
to be used by Him. Sometimes we instead hide far far away in order to not be
used. Occasionally we allow God to use us in ways that we feel comfortable
with, but then for another uncomfortable use, we hide, back into the toolbox in
the dark corner. How hard it must be for God to complete His will, His work, if
His tools are not willing to be available to Him. Are we making ourselves
available to God to be used? Are we willing to be used? To do anything?
In Nicaragua we have a phrase here we like to repeat. “Dos
por Uno.” Two for one. Because tools and resources are limited, the more use we
get out of them the better! In the same way I think the Lord desires for us to
be willing to be used in ANY and MANY ways that he sees fit. The Lord knows the
best ways you can be used; after all He designed you.
Here in Nicaragua I have the job as team building
facilitator, 3rd grade English teacher, computer teacher, and I have
been told that these may and will change. Teaching is not anything I would have
thought myself to be doing, let alone teaching in another language! My
educational background has centered my skills on creating things like hydrogeological
models, or environmental management plans. But THIS is where God has me working
now. Nervous? Yes. How is this
going to work out? I have no idea. Willing? Absolutely! Dos, tres, quarto, y
mas por uno. I am His workmanship, and I am willing to serve in whatever and
however many ways He sees fit.
“For we are God’s workmanship, created
in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to
do.” Ephesians 2:10